Last ?

Well, i've reposted the last post. How could I forgot the password + email that i used for that blog ｡ﾟ(TヮT)ﾟ｡ dumb dumb. So I have to copy&paste from that blog to here!


Uhm, try to listen this sweet song  (o*゜∇゜)o～♪♪ It always reminds me of him.

These days, I increasingly think of...errh. like.. how should I treat you?
I want to stay close to you, but you just like careless (●__●)
Too much differences! and I want to stop comparing the past with the present. I wanna block them all. but the memories always appear in my mind.
Love is blind, really? But it's not stupid, they said.

I think, i'm still so dumb.
When you realize that he is NO longer the same as it used to, when you know that he's NO longer care about you, when you see that he REALLY forget all about you.. You still think that there WILL COME a better time, a more valuable chance, more beautiful relationship. And you have thrown everything just to fight for it, waiting for a uncertain thing. What it all means? I reallyreally don't understand. ｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡

We no longer often to chat, rarely met, no more phone calls, never go to anywhere together. No longer want to accompany me, knowing my day, or even waiting for me. I don't dare to ask you too much, maybe it will bothering you.. and I'm especially afraid if someone ELSE has replaced it all for you :)

You never give any response when I mentioned it to you. I'm curious about how you feel. whether that is still exist or no longer at all. How am I supposed to know if you don't ever say anything ?


I'm dying to make you see.



but I don't want to force anything. I've should actually accept this fact. I should stop and retreat..


One thing that I want you to sure about, maybe for the last time..


I Love You, dud  (＾▽＾)



yap.. maybe I'm not as good as the others, I'm not as smart as they are, not attractive & beautiful as they are, and I have a lot of flaws.

But I'm happy just to be myself when I was with you. I do not need to cover up anything. So you can see clearly :)

For sure, it really sad that I can't be with you again. but I'm grateful for the chance where we could passed the time together. We know each other from the junior high school until college now. 

I was thinking that you're my mate :p but maybe God has other great plans. Hopefully you will get a best gf, and so do I. ahaha..

Just confused what should I do with our photos? do i still have to keep them? ( ・ω・)

Uhm. and I'll try to not remember that date anymore :)

It's time to say, Bye..

" I never stopped loving you, cause my heart only beats for you"

"I never had a dream come true.. 'til the day I found you"

" I just wanna hold you,  I just wanna kiss you,

I just wanna love you all my life.

I normally wouldn't say this,  but I just can't contain it.

I want you here forever,
right here by my side." (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫･*:.｡

Just hope, if you still feel the same please tell me. If not, don't worry cause I'll go (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡




.・゜゜・（／。＼）・゜゜・．