You Wouldn't Answer My Call

Perhaps today is one of my saddest days. and I re-listened to this song. 
...... An old song that we used to love to hear. 
In this moment, I feel like the lyrics are really describe what I want to tell you

Even though I know you how much how much you hate it
There’s nothing else for me to do
In front of your house, I wait helplessly for you

No matter, no matter miserable I am. There’s nothing bigger I can lose than losing you
I waiting in the same place, in front of your house

To you who doesn’t answer my calls anymore, To you who doesn’t even try to see me
No matter how much I beg, how much I seek for forgiveness

Even though it’s useless I stand waiting in front of your house
Even if you pretend you don’t even notice me..
And you pass by me as if I was someone you see for the first time
Until you heard my words “I’m Sorry”

In a day I looked at the phone thousand of times
And at one small sound I checked so many times to see if it was a message from you
At first, at first, I thought that like after an usual fight
I thought you would come back
That you’re too kind to leave me like this
Because you’re such a nice boy you wouldn’t be so cruel to leave me

You wouldn't answer my call - 2AM

I can’t lose you, so I stay near you,




" Looking at my phone hundred times a day, even jumping at the slight sound

To find out if you had sent me a text message"

To you,

who doesn’t answer my calls anymore,

To you.. who doesn’t want to see me at all..

:)